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I can’t even begin to understand. How people can fully understand Jesus, the Gospel, The message, How we should represent Christ.

How people can label themselves “Christian” because they were raised a certain way or can quote some amazing scripture, or even because occasionally on Sunday mornings they can be found in a church. 

BUT despite all of these things they continually turn their backs to the King. They continually diss God and knowingly sin without any remorse whatsoever. 

Cmon. Anyone who is currently following Christ knows we have all been there. We have all fallen short of the Glory of God. But if we are going to say we are choosing to follow Christ, then it means we are making a decision, we must make a commitment. Committing means submitting yourself wholly. God submitted Himself wholly to us before He even asked us to submit wholly to Him, knowing most would deny but humbly did it anyway for justice. 

I have been guilty of buying a jersey & saying I play for the team. I have been guilty of believing in God & calling myself a Christian, which by the way means Christ-like. 

Knowingly calling yourself something your not ? Hypocrisy. but, im only claiming this on what I used to be. For that reason I claim no title, I claim no chance at fame, no recognition because of my name . I JUST WANT TO SERVE YOU LORD. 

I just am Lucky and thankful to have a beating heart in my thoracic & if loosing myself in you God means this heart wont stop beating eternally for you then im willing to give you all of me, There’s no greater love. I am not claiming that Ill be a perfect person for the rest of my life or that people should look up to me. NO. I will never be perfect, nor do I want to be. But I do want to try everyday with God and Im glad He’s willing to try everyday with me. In a marital relationship, because humanity is inherently evil by nature, we need to try everyday with our spouse, even if madly in love. We will obviously fail them, it happens were human. Same thing with God. We will fail Him,DAILY. But, we must also continually TRY, daily. It is the effort that God sees, the intimacy He wants with you. The complete & utter surrender. He Loves you. He Loves humanity and hates seeing sin evolve like a matastisized tumor & we have the chance to correct it. He wants to heal us. He is the ultimate healer. 

If we,also, want to follow Christ we must show unconditional love for God’s creation. LOVE YOUR NEIGHBOR <3 Seriously, I thought about this hard. If I ever want to even think about serving Christ, I should serve the one thing He holds dearly & loves with his entire being. US. To serve Christ, you must serve man. 

Finally, what I’ve concluded about God. Is that we cant make up our own rules to how we feel we should live or act. We must read and study the Bible with good and sincere intentions. Open your heart and be challenged by His word. really search within you and you will see the begining of your metamorphisis. Its beyond beautiful what God does in each one of us<3 

Im finally begining to understand what I’ve been missing the entire time. Realness. Sincerity. Real trust in God and a sincere look within myself. Humbling experience. 

God loves all people by the way. Not goodie two shoes. everyone. It’s the sins we all commit that he detests. But the closer we get to him, the more he makes us realize the failure of our ways <333

My friends, if there’s anything you ever want to talk about, a shoulder to cry on. Im all ears. But the one who will be there when you fail yourself is him so, talk, He wants to listen. 

Is this the purpose of living?